Childhood Dreams

[Verse]
Childhood dreams breaking at the seams, uh
I used to think the world was pure now it ain’t what it seems, uh
Everybody acting differently they forgot to mention their ill intentions or coldhearted previsions
But I’m used to that I ain’t got no use for that, word to that
As a child, I ran wild while my thoughts piled
But this wasn't bout sad shit or some depression
Making the world a better place was my obsession
Used to dream about big meetings in big seats
All white halls filled with marble far as the eye could see
As you can see I'm preoccupied with that vision
I got depression creeping in it's on a mission, to destroy my inner child all my efforts have been futile
But all the while I just sit back and laugh maybe crack a smile
I don't want em to see the real me, the one that sees clearly all the things rotten that they hold dealry
But I abstain or refrain from things less humane
But that don't mean I don't feel pain or cry in the rain
My last song talked about relapsing, my world was crashing
That's what I used to do turn back to drugs fuck the fasting
I know better, uh yeah

[Chorus]
Once a kid always a kid you can't tell me shit x5

[Verse]
Live it to your fullest if a nigga try you better pull it
Cus he'll take yours, bleach his clothes, and fucking book it
It's grim I know but ain't no better way you can look it
Back to reality rapping bout my tragedies, I don't get philosophical much but I had to take a break from the sad boy fuss
I was twelve when my moms died I'm seventeen going on eighteen, nineteen, and twenty
Wanna know a story ask bout it I got plenty
I change my flow I change the beat maybe once a week
I hop from J. Cole to Juice WRLD have mercy me
I can't find the right words over the right beat
I still keep heat, uh
That ain't changed let that shit bang now your cold meat

[Outro]
Word to that M.U.N. ZAY's back
Ok ok, Imma switch it back...