Cherry

Sunrise above a city sky
Feels kinda heavy like a Vicodin
Or bumps in the air when you fly
So I think about the stars
It's a distraction when the lights are dim
And my thoughts go to places so dark

Cherry blossoms in the night
Feels like a photograph that's taken from
Another person's life
Hotels, businessmen in cars
Remind me of tender years
And nights of tears
And teenage emotional scars

I want to forget, I want to move on
But you keep coming back to me, relentlessly
Like a shadow, a memory, a song
I want to forget, I want to move on
But you keep coming back to me, a reverie
Or a feeling you've had all alone

But I, I've seen that face before
And I know how, I know how it's gonna end
With me choking on all the things
That I never said, that I never said
I'm sorry that I'm always in my head

I want to forget, I want to move on
But you keep coming back to me, relentlessly
Like a shadow, a memory, a song
I want to forget, I want to move on
But you keep coming back to me, a reverie
A feeling you've had all alone

But I, I've seen that face before
And I know how, I know how it's gonna end
With me choking on all the things
That I never said, that I never said
I'm sorry that I'm always in my head

I've seen that face before
And I know how, I know how it's gonna end
With me choking on all the things
That I never said, that I never said
I'm sorry that I'm always in my head (In my head)

I'm sorry that I'm always in my head (In my head)
I'm sorry that I'm always in my head (In my head)
I'm sorry that I'm always in my head (In my head)
Sorry that I'm always in my head (In my head)
In my head, in my head, in my head