Chemistry

Never thought myself a candidate worthy of full canvases/
Worthy of praise
I was the bandit in full bandages/
Wearing a full pamper
My shit was a harsh reminder that I was a fool
Candle lit dinners were just a fantasy/
Damn it be nice
But damage was such a fan of me/
Even knew most my family
It hurts to be the product of lust with a love tendency/
Never really seen it
‘Less I dreamed it
Man that part of life seemed like it would be scenic/
Now I’m frolicking through fields of flowers
Like for hours/
I swear my sense of humor must be Austin Power
Awesome powers I was blessed when puberty bit me/
And now it seems
Like I could finally get a fish in the sea that swam up to me/
I swear I’m going places
With glowing faces/
Man this shit’s amazing
I can count the days when/
I was named the young connect dot face/
Now the girls I hang with say I speak their language/
I ain’t gotta vaguely twist my fingers
They ain’t deaf no mo/
They don’t fend me off like I’m some kind of threat no mo/
I’d get so lonely
I don’t wish for death no mo’/
I know that’s kind of an extreme
But shit happens when the shit comes from the women of your dreams/

Hook:
Life can be a box of chocolates
Or a box of toxic/
People looking for a lock with every combination possible/
So you ain’t gotta lock it/
Everybody out the box
It’s an evacuation/

Never thought I’d be positioned in spaces with your attention/
It made me no longer timid
It’s crazy the newest tenant/
Of my mental space is giving me
Any light from her imagery/
Being the life that brightens the moon is a cool identity/
Damn it she’s bright
Damn it she might be into me/
Polar covalent chemistry
Maybe we’re O for 2 sharing mutual positivity/
Maybe I’m crazy
Or maybe it’s crazy energy/
I hope you feel the same
I swear the feminine has awesome powers
I usually get lost for hours/
Tryna find the words
She tells me talking isn’t urgent/
At times it could be a burden
I’m learning to get more into the person without the verbs/
I swear I’m going places
This glowing face is/
Looking at me happy
With my hair all nappy/
Hearing stories told to be relaxing
When she can’t get back to sleep/
I’m thinking we can make this happen
Like the weekend after you get back from/
Your visit
I don’t think you know how dope this is/
I’m hoping this can float a ship/
With your assistance/
I just wanna add you to my team
Cause you remind me of the girl I see who cruises through my dreams/
This shit is crazy

Hook:
Life can be a box of chocolates
Or a box of toxic/
People looking for a lock with every combination possible/
So you ain’t gotta lock it/
Everybody out the box
It’s an evacuation/