Chemical Fiend

[Verse 1]
Bottle hit the bone, glass stuck in my eyes
Tryna wade out from emotion caught in my sight
But i don't feel like i'm gonna get back up again
Taking another bar then my life will suspend
Knife in my back from my best friend
No, you can't comprehend the feeling of drowning, the feeling is gone
Screaming out my throat till it bleeds
You don't feel the chemicals between i just want to sink
Down down down
Crowded hospitals where patients want to sing
Beautiful songs of us dying until we don't want to speak
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Hook]
Take it or leave me
Nose white not breathing

[Verse 2]
Yeah, yeah
These addictions never were issues, till i met you
You caused a constriction in my mind
Relapsing on the good times, not the best times
But i wouldn’t give it up if i had the chance
But you gave up on me in the best way
Saying that i’m just gonna leave so you just flake
Desperation in the worst way, what changed
Manic again when you’re cutting me down from the inside
No insight, i was only seventeen man, falling in love with the drugs in a new way
Falling in love with you was a mistake
Have another dose of nicotine just to calm down
Down, the comedowns so steep, teetering on just fine to manic depressed
Gotta cope in a new way, cope with a few fakes, all i got is the crew and the music

[Hook x2]
Take it or leave me
Nose white not breathing