Chemical Courage

Tonight has been long, I've smoked every breath
Tryin to feel so alive, tempting death
I've smiled at the angels, but I fear where they live
I've taken too much but nothing to give

My chemical courage, has come to an end...
The night once my lover is no longer a friend

Well tonight has gone wrong, cause I said what I said
I've been left all alone, to lie in my bed
Thinking, I'm just a fake, that nothing is real
If I'm asking to be saved I must learn how to kneel

Now my chemical courage has come to an end...
The night once my lover is no longer my friend
Playin tricks on my eyes, shining light on my tears
I pray for a new day to hide all my fears

I can't find my way, back to where I felt safe
Now my chemical courage has come to an end
The night once my lover is no longer my friend
Playin tricks on my eyes, shining light on my tears