Cheating

Don't know how i feel got like 45 emotions
You ignore my text now i'm feeling fucking ghosted
Blowing up your phone and i'm causing a commotion
Wanted to be yours forever but i know you're not devoted
Smoking on this potent now my vision's fucking hazy
Remember the times that i fucking called you baby
I still wanted you to be my lady
Looking in your eyes and they fucking look amazing
But lately baby i been smoking all the grasses
Lying to the masses
Telling me you love me but you speaking in the past tense
Cigarette wet flicking ashes
Told her that i loved her and that bitch starting laughing
I'm like
I know that you cheating
Broke me what's the reason
What do you want from me cause right now i'm fighting demons
She don't even love me she just want me for my semen
Been broke too many times and now i'm bleeding
Told you that if you were in a need then i would help
But i really cannot do that if you wish i'd burn in hell
I'm just tryna get a way to see you hit my fucking cell
And your love locked me up , pay my bail
I know that you cheat
Molly in my lean
Knife to the back man your love is cutting deep
Why are you with him? you know you belong to me
Love isn't what it seems or what you want it to be
Sorry that i'm fucking up causing all this wreckage
Really ain't my fault i got a fear of rejection
I know about the times when you and your boyfriend were sexting
But i'll come back to you because i never learn my lesson