Chasing The Pavement

[Chorus]
Spend a lot of time lost in this head of mine
Waiting for the day I get a better life
Hopefully I could take all of this rage and find a way, or escape them
A product of all this pain, it's all the same
I been praying that I see the light of day
Now I'm staying up too late
I need a break, I need
Playin' with my fate I need to change
I been running round in circles in my head look like a maze
I'm ashamed that the thoughts in my head, the thoughts in my brain always fake
Everything's always there more looking of grey
I'm okay
Now I'm fine, honestly I've been feeling great
2023 is my year, I'm good enough for the gang

[Verse 1]
Gotta turn nothing to something, they could remember my name
Bitch they hating on me, I'd just rather just go get paid, bitch
Face it, you switched up, turned bitch, you ain't shit
But me, I'm the same kid chasing the pavement

[Verse 2]
But I'm lost
Turn up everyday, I'm sick of the crazy games they play
I really just need a little break, I'm 'bout to pop
Got 'em all in shock
They can't wait until the day I drop
Gotta keep a Glock, call that bitch my hot pocket
I'm so up now, they can't stop it
Bending my back so, bitch, I'm cocky
Menace, you lil' prick, I got it
I'ma throw a fit wit' a blade
And I'm missing the head, guarantee you get head built
Shit, I'm equipped with a big ass stick with a big ass dick on the end
If I do miss and I click on your mans, bet the blick don't check
God damn (God damn)
Now stuck up in my head, I need to vent (I need to vent)
They tellin' lies and saying shit I never said (I never said)
It's kind of funny, used to call that boy my friend
I guess in the end, I ain't never really had no friends
Still my friends is dead, I can't wait to join 'em in heaven
But I guess 'til then, gotta keep it going off the land
Y'all don't understand
Really been through hell and I won't bet
I been on demand
Better than I've ever been

[Chorus]
Spend a lot of time lost in this head of mine
Waiting for the day I get a better life
Hopefully I could take all of this rage and find a way, or escape them
I'm product of all this pain, it's all the same
I been praying that I see the light of day
Now I'm, staying up too late
I need a break, I need
Playin' with my fate I need to change
I been running 'round in circles in my head look like a maze
I'm ashamed that the thoughts in my head, the thoughts in my brain always fake
Everything's always there, more looking of grey
I'm okay
Now I'm fine, honestly I've been feeling great
2023 is my year, I'm good enough for the gang