Chasing Ghosts

[Verse 1]
It's the same
A conscious I'd love to forget
In the cemetery, memory
All the secrets we take
Take

It's a melody, morality
Of the messes we make
Tell me why I fall apart
Tell me why my legs can't get a start

But it's all in the same and I'm waiting
Still waiting to one day decay
And I feel like this medicine
Won't be enough for my brain

It's a river of apologies
It's as vast as a lake
It's the love we dissolve in the deep end
Too tired to wade

Wade, wade, wade

Wait, wait, wait

My arms start to numb
I can't
Evade
Descend

[Chorus]
Wait
I gotta wait
Remedies shoved in my throat
Like a rat that they can't medicate
Intake

Numb all the pain
Feel like nothing to stay
I'm still chasing a ghost
And I don't ever think
I'll stop feeling this way
Way, way

Forever a weight
It
Stays

And in every memory
I feel like
A waste of some space

[Outro]
And in every memory
Guilt is
The blade at my vein
And in every memory
I salivate
A bullet to taste
Wait, stay