Charcoal

Drugs.com, searching up the limit my body can take
Don't remember
Hospital bed and the nurses keep me awake
It's my fault
Parasite in my brain that just wants to sleep
Activated charcoal
Stuck to my teeth

I have some problems
The meds don't solve them
Fatal dosage, it goes unnoticed
I can't bring myself to be that burden for you
I can't help but keep it to myself
That's the only thing that I can do

It's always on purpose
It's always on purpose
I still feel fucking worthless
Nothing helps and I'm stuck
And I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling
Falling all over again