Chapter 2

Why we always frowning
It's like we wake up drowning
Telling my storys like am rowling
They all know my music is outstanding
Baby am darkside that's what am finding
Spirits said they love the way am sounding
Am a be the star that they was clowning
Am a be seen full moons and am howling
I can't really explain what am feeling
I feel my ora burning, my soul screaming
I done get a enjoyment from them bleeding
I don't really understand life what's the meaning
Doc's says I got PTSD, am I healing?
Please don't stare into my eyes that's reviling
Why these rappers see my style and start stealing
I don't know what kinda hand your gods dealing
How you copy my style and act formal
Stealing sauce you ain't like it's normal
Then you talk about others copying in
But your whole styles me and that shits awful
How you lie to the people say your original
Most of the listeners find it abissamul
This shits nothing new it's typical
To reach me your needing a miracle
How you do adlibs just like shxdz did
I ain't even mad it's just the facts prick
How you play both sides on some drag shit
Say you didn't wish me dead your man's did
They don't want me around the atlas
They don't want my face on canvas
They don't really wish me well they actors
Left the hood years ago and I ain't adapted
They don't want Shxdow to prosper
They want deaf like Shxdz they got ya
Why can't I just live life proper
What can meds do for me doctor
Am from ends were life is cheap
Ca guns go bow like Waka Flocka
Think your rich ca you eat lobster
You don't love me you impostor
One day I will be a rockstar
Say your Grime but your a popstar
Heard your music and it's not hard
How you gang if you are half heart
Say you love me you don't mean it
We're was you when I was grieving
Grandad died and they were Scheming
I was broken and I mean it
This is truth I know you feel it
Let it run don't even wheel it
You don't rob man you just steal it
He's a snake and that reveled it
He's a rat I should of known that
I just act like I don't know man
See man live am scared ill show man
I got life to live fuck road fam
Life is beauty but it's spooky
Does he know me not the new me
How you don't want beef with your opps
But you act bookey with your goonie
Most your words just go straight through me
I can't hear that shit bro truly
I know you a oppitunist
Watch my plate and hold you tooly