Chaotic

[Verse 1]
Looked in his eyes, I saw a God
From the first night I knew he was dangerous, oh
Arms out to hand him my love
It isn't worth it, he only loves drugs
Yeah, I know you're mine, I couldn't be the one to forget you
Don't let me go so easily, I won't let you
This evil show, you're crushing pills up in my bedroom
It's evil, so we'll dance for hours in a red room

[Chorus]
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I don't want another option
Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting
Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic
I don't care, I want it toxic
And just a little chaotic

[Verse 2]
Don't wanna open my mouth
He's sitting right there, but somehow my words won't come out
Stay on his good side and pout
Or risk the whole thing, his mood swings knock me to the ground
Don't lie, you know there's nothing I can do to change you
So save my time, you never wanted me to blame you
I'm lost, I'm blind, suck the life out, I won't shame you
You know your crimes but you hold me, I'm your angel

[Chorus]
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I don't want another option, no, no, no
Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting
Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic
I don't care, I want it toxic
And just a little chaotic

[Outro]
Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic
Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets
I don't want another option