CHAOS

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been feeling like it's now or never
Please forgive me for prioritizin my endeavors
Ain't no feeding off my energy if you ain't brethren
Gon' have to study on my bulletpoints like loaded weapons
The Smith & Wesson, plenty blessings stand the test of time
Every minute getting better, just like bottle wine
The bottom line that want us all lobotomize, controlled and compromised
I know where the promise lies, I gotta rise, I gotta rise
Above the hate and all of the confusion
Never been the type to put no starts in institutions
Dreams elusive, now completely disillusioned
Boosted from my movement, get you introduce to goons that leave you bruised, don't be a nuisance
I know God work along, I just work with me, can't finish
I put too much up on my plate, left them days skippin' dinners
Surpassing all my limits, killing some balance
Will help me find a root, like I'm Jimmy Fallon, uh

[Chorus]
I've been calling out some space, I think I lost my way
I just need to find my balance
I need to slow the pace, can't find the words to say
Where's the confidence I lost?
Been calling out some space, I think I lost my way
I just need to find my balance
In the midst to this chaos, this chaos

[Verse 2]
Lately I ain't let my foot up off the petal
Wonder why these trashcan rappers wanna test my metal
All that tellin', little heat you singing like a kettle
You're stealin' styles, hittin' licks until your debt is settled
Me, I'm freak, got no Gepetto
They either want you set aside or just settled in
Stayin' quiet, sit in silence, on them sedatives
Still I'm soundin' off the sirens in my settlement
Don't you lose your focus givin' hope out in the [?]
I'm hearin' God's voice cuttin' through all the chaos
Told me to keep the cadence, one day it's all gonna pay off
Don't let them shake you off, you're square
I placed you here to take charge
This word I'm givin' you to speak is needed to take the chains off
Devil's in distraction 'cause he feels your purpose
Get you caught up in the earth, adoptin' all of it's curses
Got you wearin' every straight line like you wrote it all in cursive
Don't you ever forget what God said your worth is

[Chorus]
I've been calling out some space, I think I lost my way
I just need to find my balance
I need to slow the pace, can't find the words to say
Where's the confidence I lost?
Been calling out some space, I think I lost my way
I just need to find my balance
In the midst to this chaos, this chaos