Chaos

[Intro]
Mm

[Verse 1]
When the world gets quiet and everybody's dreaming
I stay up late so I can finally hear myself think
When I'm far from home, I, I call up God on the telephone
I say
"Hey, there girl, I don't know what I'm doing
Think I made a mess of my life, my soul is twisted up in ruins
I feel so alone," and the silence feels like a dial tone

[Chorus]
Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high
Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos
The chaos

[Verse 2]
I'm over all the stories, the bullshit I enabled
I thought my life would look a little bit more stable
There's an earthquake in my mind
While the wildfires burn outside

[Chorus]
Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high
Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos
The chaos (Oh)
The chaos
Oh, the chaos

[Bridge]
I don't know what's become of me (Oh)
I miss the Jersey girl I used to be

[Chorus]
Some days I'm a fast car learning how to drive
Drive around the mountain, gonna lose my mind
Remind me where I'm going 'cause I don't know why
Why I can't get satisfied
Sometimes I'm a rollercoaster ride
I ride around the bend and I close my eyes
I don't know where I'm going, now I'm up too high
Make it stop, I'm tired of the chaos (The chaos)
The chaos (Ooh)
The chaos (Oh)
Oh, the chaos

[Outro]
I close my eyes, I see my dreams are changing
I'm okay with it
I'm alright