Changing

[Ben Beal]
You can't even like
Write lyrics and stuff
Because you're, you're white and from the suburbs
And you haven't experienced struggle
So like
How do you make
Make songs and stuff?

I'm too passive aggressive
All this money I'm spending
Valuable time that you're wasting popping anti-depressants
Lessons learned
These arteries are punctured
Spitting rays that'll leave my fans with a sunburn
The summer seems nice right now
Cali wants me on another fucking flight right now
I might touch down in a place where the clocks aren't ticking
No Glock finger itching
No hospital visits
But, life is crazy
16, driving Mercedes
I hang out with goons but that shit does not faze me
Can't simmer down
I'm just Zs with these rabies
Walk into arenas like
"I'm here, bitch, pay me"
I'm never caring
What the fuck is Ben preparing
Bout' to be the illest rapper still
Living with his parents
Fuck stars and stripes
I'm a star with a mic
Bout to strike when the times right
But I'll be gone by midnight

I watch shit change and I watch the world turn
I watch my plans all crash and burn
We all live life, we're tryna live it right
I took where I went wrong and that's what I like
I watch shit change and I watch the world turn
I watch my plans all crash and burn
We all live life, we're tryna live it right
I took where I went wrong and that's what I like

One thing I've learned in these 16 years
Life
Moves slow around here
All these rules and regulations
Points off from calculations
Sedated from the stress and they hate you because your changing?
Well, fuck that
I'ma do this right
Making music for knights
This is the plight
Of a young man trapped inside his mind
With everything all figured out
All the demons that I'm fighting got me switching up my route
So the
Lights dim
My friends don't understand that I'm just tryna be amazing
I'm craving change but
The world won't let me
These people all resent me
I'm hoping when I leave that the world won't forget me
Like

I watch shit change and I watch the world turn
I watch my plans all crash and burn
We all live life, we're tryna live it right
I took where I went wrong and that's what I like
I watch shit change and I watch the world turn
I watch my plans all crash and burn
We all live life, we're tryna live it right
I took where I went wrong and that's what I like