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[Verse 1: Zach B]
The rays shines through my blinds again
What time is it? I'll try to climb outta bed
Late night working always 'till the day's at the end
Then wake up tired, rub my eyes, and try to do it again
Sometimes I think that they'd be better off
Following this goal has left me broken, I pretend it's not
Though I do suppose that I stay hopeful for the friends I've got
Yeah, I try and grow like so and so by tending to my crops
Tied between either you or my passion
And so I doubled down on both in hopes that something would happen
Want you to get it, I'll be present more than you could imagine
So I'll forget the consequence and try to learn from my actions
And I apologize, I'm not what it seems
I just wanted you to spend it all beside of me
Always was afraid you'd be so far out of my reach
Even from the start knew you were someone I had to meet

[Chorus: Sailorurlove]
It's been one year, I can't lie
I've found I'd buy time
Just look into your eyes
I'm hooked on these heart ties
And who would I be if we hadn't grown?
It's scary to think, I don't wanna know
Just like the leaves, in time colors show
And everything changes

[Verse 2: Zach B]
I often get worried that the sun will set early
Is there time to burn with you?
Because there usually isn't saw you by the docks so surely
A thought occurred: Am I worthy? I wasn't sure how to word it without euphemisms
I wish I was alright
Wish that I was someone who could still fit in your life
I really want to get my day done and be over before it's one
Hit the covers seeing the sun every night
And there's the lights through my window, I always struggle to sleep
Surrounded by great people I'm too afraid to meet
And when I can muster it up, you'll be the one to greet
Because you give me the gift of your presence every fucking week, sheesh
I'm so sorry, this is new to me
I never give this much of me to anybody usually
Just gotta get a grip, I always slip on opportunities
Like what I wouldn't do for this community

[Bridge: Sailorurlove]
I'm scared of losing it all
I've come so far, and I'm stressed I might fall
With no one to catch me, but maybe they'll catch me?
I've gotten so used to being refused, and now I'm attaching

[Chorus: Sailorurlove]
'Cause it's been one year, I can't lie
I've found I'd buy time
Just look into your eyes
I'm hooked on these heart ties
And who would I be if we hadn't grown?
It's scary to think, I don't wanna know
Just like the leaves, in time colors show
And everything changes