Changes

[Verse 1]
Everything is a habit
If you do it enough
And by the time you could crack it
It's too late to wake up
And I act like it's perfect
So easy when I sink into place
But I'm trapped in a panic
My crumbling spine
That's suspended in retrograde

[Chorus]
I'm tryna make changes
But I keep breaking in the same damn place
I'm tryna save it
But I keep making all the same mistakes
Is it all in my head?
Sabotaging myself
I'm tryna make changes
But I'm making it worse instead

[Verse 2]
Crawling under the covers
Burying my face
Don't have to think about my failed attempts
If I'm not awake
But I drift in and out
I'm losing all control of my brain
Only way to recover
Is breaking the windows
To let in the rain

[Chorus]
I'm tryna make changes
But I keep breaking in the same damn place
I'm tryna save it
But I keep making all the same mistakes
Is it all in my head?
Sabotaging myself
I'm tryna make changes
But I'm making it worse instead