For the last song of 4Love he wanted to paint ah picture , a story he experienced in 2018 . A trial of pain , anguish and loneliness he dealt at 15 , 16 years old. He hopes you understand him after you listen.
Man he only 15 wit ah bag full of dreams
He making all dis music tryna run up all his streams
Heart full of love wit his mind he feel at ease
Stayed in his bubble neva caught up in between
He met ah bitch and she pretty to his sight
He dont kno nothing he jus kno lul shawty fine
Time go by and all dese feelings up inside
He pray to god cuz he hope she do him right
He get to trippin over shit he start to see
Lul shawty acting cold his heart start to bleed
He in his room thinking that's when his start to freeze
He starting to question why dis bitch cut me so deep
He so alone feeling like he finna die
He still praying and now he asking why
Cuz this some pain he ain eva feel inside
He can't control it he jus let it out and cry ye
And his family said he changed , cuz he start acting different
He was beefin wit his dad , but nobody cared to listen
His mind all gone they all talking he don't listen
Everyone against but they ain't knowing how he feelin
He moved back to dallas tryna escape all da drama
Ain shit changed he goin thru it wit his momma
Everyone around him start ta act like ah oppa
But he don't even care that pain turned him into ah monster
Now he done crashed now he locked behind ah cell (behind ah cell)
He so confused but he know dis shit is hell (shit is hell)
He go gorilla he ain't acting like himself (like himself)
Is he gon change only time will tell (will tell)
This man told em all you gotta do is pray (ye)
Talk to go god tell em you wanna change (u wanna change)
Beat all da odds make it up out dis cage (out dis cage)
Look up inside all da shit u gotta face
So he like okay , writing all his songs
Waiting for his court date , he tryna prove em wrong
Goin thru each day , his pain start to go
But he still filled wit dat rage , and the judge let him home
So he gon go his way , months go by
And he start to find his place (ye)
He talking his shit and he start to feel okay (feel okay)
He start to build and now he found his own way (own way)
He moved up nawf moving wit ah clean slate
He off of them papers he jus tryna be great
He not ina drama he jus staying out the way
He found his sound now his fans run dem plays
He said he staying single till ah shawty feel his pain
He standing on 4L till death call him name
Ye why you saying all dat shit
You can lie dat nigga changed (ye)
Get da fuck away , count uh money im goin away
Smoke ma gas ima go away
Dat lil nigga he was 15 he was dealin wit all dat pain
Man he only 15 wit ah bag full of dreams
He making all dis music tryna run up all his streams
Heart full of love wit his mind he feel at ease
Stayed in his bubble neva caught up in between
He met ah bitch and she pretty to his sight
He dont kno nothing he jus kno lul shawty fine
Time go by and dese feelings up inside
He pray to god cuz he hope she do him right
Changed was written by DonGotRacks.
DonGotRacks released Changed on Mon Apr 06 2020.