Change (Sorry)

[Chorus]
I thought that we could change shit
Guess options leave me hanging
Keep longing for the basics

[Verse]
Yeah
I’m sorry for all the lost essence
Schedules keep pedaling and I seem Iess invested
No progression, all the lessons that I left untested
Home team disappointed by my limp inflections
I’m sorry I missed the reflections
The memo got nexted
Your temper’s tested
The enеrgy lost, ain’t messing with none of thesе sessions
Just less impressive
The pessimism pressing my methods
Music, I’m destined but never deal it
Had a bandage for the last shit, I had to peel it
I’m blessed but I don’t feel it
I’m stressed and I don’t heal it
Success don’t feel close
Dealing with real shit
Sitting in rooms empty
Inadequate feelings, can’t pen shit
That shit gone cost you friendship
This like the tenth spliff
Back to the last joint, empty inside
I killed vibes and blame it on depression, it’s fine
Seems like I’m always overstepping
I’m prepping the climb
Then I said some dumb shit, like “Please let it slide”
I’m off my prime, been extra-ly fried
Gripping to time, I can’t manage
I’m falling out with niggas I can’t plan with
Feels like it’s hard to find love on this planet
Acting like I’m not damaged
I’m chained to my past self, the panic
Carry the baggage with no discretion
Ain’t changing the pace with sketching
We ain’t been consistent for a reason, made the best shit back then
At times, feel like flexing
At times, uninvested
I know we love confessions but I had to stretch it
I self-taught myself to use my words as a weapon
Sent a horde towards my best friend
Yeah, I’m sorry
I’m sorry

[Chorus]
I thought that we could change shit
Guess options leave me hanging
Keep longing for the basics