Change

[Verse 1]
Patiently waiting for something to happen again
Cause lately it's been way too much and I said
I'd look at the stars if it got to my head
And lay there and wait 'till the pain will end

[Pre-Chorus]
Whoa, I wait for it to change
I've still got a beautiful soul
And I don't know if the snow will fall after rain

[Chorus]
I'm not the same
If better than, I still I might not be myself
Pain still tries all it can to make fun of the flaws in my mood and my health
But who cares?
I can survive through the hell, just a loner that fell
At least I've got friends at the door
At least I don't need any friends anymore

[Verse 2]
Take a little time to be me
Still staying in bed
Not tryna be free
It hurts just to see the world spin around me out of control

[Pre-Chorus]
Whoa, I wait for it to change
I've still got a beautiful soul
And I don't know if the snow falls after rain

[Chorus]
I'm not the same
If better than, I still I might not be myself
Pain still tries all it can to make fun of the flaws in my mood and my health
But who cares?
I can survive through the hell, just a loner that fell
At least I've got friends at the door
At least I don't need any friends anymore

[Outro]
By myself
I'm by myself
Life around me is fading
The look of a child with hope in their eyes for a future
So bright that was taken
He slowly ties knots in the rope while he cries
Will he make it out alive?
When he knows he won't survive