So I came up as a preachers kid, loving family but low income me slinging God forbid, provided with tha bare essentials gimme more than that, ungrateful little n*gga I wish that I could take that back, reminiscing in vain revision theres no second chance, flashin back to my past I tried to put on bigger pants, put my foot in some bigger shoes, heres tha hustler stance, now I’m sayin tha hustlers prayer but I ain't got a chance, no way no how is God listenin to a bold sinner, n cold beginner, I bloom late n I’m immune to fate apparently I drive well, never sold, car look so clean U think it was never stole, I’d spit game to ya side chick, then ya wife get jealous n wanna hit, one quick tote of this deep stroke, she be in a daze like smokin dope, she don’t wanna cook, she don’t wanna use soap, then U wanna call me for tha antidote nope, as I digress but that how tha middle of my life progressed, moved on to tha next chapter I’m tha next batter in this mindless chatter called life after, I left God, that was my disaster on tha boulevard..
Put ya hands up high if U were by my side, when tha wheels fell off-n U could no longer ride where U, still there when my phone stopped ringing when tha checks stopped comin in, tell me where U runnin then, good days turn to bad I’m aware of that but when do U walk away from tha best U ever had, the best more often than not is considered as tha worst, n if U don’t wanna end up in a hurst U should change ya life..
I’m changin I’m changin but my old life was amazing, sinnin one day then I go back to church, but ol girl need to get stuck 1st, will my luck finally expire wit this blown tire or mistaken identity I’m so glad them bullets ain't enter me, tha enemy is devising new ways to finish me, blowin up dreams n wishes leavin extra debris, n while I’m slummin I’m creatin soul ties breakin hearts n tellin lies n I ain't gonna stop I’ma, double up double down bet tha ranch sell tha house, I ain't comin out, fake friends round me tell me what I wanna hear never what I need, tryna use what I got so they could be- in tha position for tha come up, never ever tryna help me succeed, even when I was humble n layin low, that thing that made me stand out always showed, n why I never became a millionaire I ont know, who U know is better than talent any day n*gga I suppose, n I used to know tha one who could change lives like brand new, so now its time to reconnect n U can bet that God won’t judge me what about U
I’m listenin- please, Lord I’m down on bended knees, wit pain in ma chest n its hard to - breathe, I ain't never done this before, I ain't never had water comin out ma eyes runnin down ma face meetin under ma chin n then fallin on tha floor, no more, n then I heard a voice say oh U wanna switch sides on me now this is war, but I never regretted switching over to tha winning side, God’s side, every promise comin true He said that He will provide, got a hedge of protection around me I gotta make sure that I stay inside, wit my brother on my left, sister on my right we fortified...