Chandelier

Swallow autumn rain
Sorry that it's such a shame
I'm the one to blame
Don't really remember
Ever getting better
You tried to keep me sane

Xanax down the drain
As I dwell on past mistakes
A broken chandelier
Waste another year
You helped me numb the pain

I won't smoke weed
If that makes you more happy
I won't be depressed, I'll be
The happiest thing you've seen

I won't take pills or anything that makes me feel
And I won't give up on you after all these years