Chalk & Coal (Live at St Matthias)

So
I am led to the choice
How many hours and hours will I sacrifice
To find out this was all a lie
I have never been fine
Of all the incurable suffering
They only offer
Some pills that would make me sick

No
Not again
Not again
Not again

I'm living inside this hell
I am
I am
I am living inside my head
I wish that I was dead
I wish that I was dead

Mess
My name's emptiness
And I'm turning bitter and sour
With each passing hour
Until nothing's left of me
And though you see
I'm not meant to be
Until I'm deceased
This won't set me at ease
I am rotten inside
I'm not pure

No
Not again
Not again
Not again

You're not getting anywhere like this
You're not getting anywhere like this
You're not getting anywhere like this
You're not getting anywhere like this
You're not getting anywhere