Chains

VERSE 1
How much longer have i gotta walk round with all the chains
All this stress all of the things in my past
Building up inside my brain
Sometimes i wake up and i shed tears on my pillow
Cause i really can't deal with the pain
Know that we all wanna go back to past
And change sometimes that we can’t change
I can remember being just a little boy
I'll talk to anybody that will get annoyed
I remember feeling different to everybody else
I didn't wanna play with the other boys
I remember the only time i used to see my dad
Was walking out of the door
I remember i used to my mum fighting with her boyfriends
Calling her whore
Until i grown into a teenager and starting protecting her
Because am her boy
Wanna try touch my family or touch my mother
Ill blast you over the joy
This passion i carry in my heart
You don’t wanna feel this thunder in my fist
Been long walking around in the dark
Just tryna find out where the lighthouse is
Am still surfing all to the waves
All of the let downs all of the pain
All them times that i throught that we was going out somewhere
But we jusr ended up staying
Am still tryna let go of the pain
All of the betreyal and all of the games
Sex noises that i hear next door
Still tryna get ride of those out my brain
Videos that i watched when i was young
Still tryin get ride of those out my soul
Pictures i saw when i was only 7
Are stuck in my head and am 22 years old
One day ill be alright you got relise
This life that we living is cold
One day ill be a mighty solider
With the moshigh lets watch all unfold watch it all un

CHORUS
They say they do but they don't feel your pain
If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain
In my memory is where i'll see your face
Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again
They say they do but they don't feel your pain
If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain
In my memory is where i'll see your face
Now am just praying that one day i’ll hear you voice again

VERSE 2
How much longer have i gotta walk round feeling depressed
My life might all good to you on the outside but the inside nar g it ain’t bless
No I feel like my whole careers been finessed
Everybody tryna plug the heart from my chest
I ain't gotta wear no bulletproof vest
Because i believe you shoer and i don’t fear death
"LOOK"
I need a tissue
Grandad i just want you to know that i miss you
I remember rolling round in your car with ya
I was laughing at everything that you did do
Know that you gone to a better place
And i got jelously that i ain't up there with you
Am just rolling around on my own in the cold on the road
Tryna escape this igloo
Been through things you should never put a kid through
But still theres alot i got to admit to
The more you try hiddin from the truth
Yeah all the more it's gunna hurt when it hits you
I been hurt way to many times
And i mean mentally i ain't talkin a bit bruised
People cuss me behind my back
Then say to my face yeah thats a big tune
But i ain’t never gunna be no victim
Evil people i don't wanna be with them
Evil people i don't wanna be around em
Evil people i go bun like biftas
Love my brothers and i love my sisters
Love my mothers and i love my father
Lord i pray you keep givin me wisdom
And that you never take away this great privilage

BRIDGE
They say they do but they don't your pain
Am like how much longer have i gotta walk round with all of these chains
I don't feel the same
No i'll never feel the same
I just wanna see your face
See you when we meet again yeah

CHORUS
They say they do but they don't feel your pain
If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain
In my memory is where i'll see your face
Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again
They say they do but they don't feel your pain
If i can make it through the storm i'll make it through the rain
In my memory is where i'll see your face
Now am just praying that one day i'll hear you voice again