[Verse 1]
Well, I hate myself
I hate that I'm sitting on top of your body thinking 'bout someone else
Fucking with my eyes shut
Nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out
I've become that person
Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak, and suddenly I hate the way you speak
The way you eat me out
I draw my curtain
Yeah, it's harder to lie in the light, I see you looking at me
Waiting for me
[Chorus]
Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely nеxt to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Funny how time changes your mind
And you werе once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
[Verse 2]
Well, I hate myself
I used to be fun and cool, now I don't fancy myself
Picking up old fights
Tryna make you hate me 'cause I can't be straight when you ask if I'm alright
Well, it's my problem
Yeah, I'm selfish, I'm weak and suddenly I see I'm in too deep
Gonna hurt to leave
And I don't wanna solve it
Even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me
Waiting for me
[Chorus]
Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
Well, I know I shouldn't be with you
But I can't be bothered to be sad
I'm so lonely next to your body
Knowing that you don't know I feel this bad
Funny how time changes your mind
And you were once the best thing I ever had
Then you roll over and kiss my shoulder
Maybe I love you, maybe I'm just mad
[Outro]
Can't be bothered to be sad
cbb to b sad was written by Lily Somerville & Megan Markwick.
cbb to b sad was produced by IDER.
IDER released cbb to b sad on Mon Aug 02 2021.
This is basically about getting ‘the ick’. We decided that there are plenty of songs about when someone rejects you and unrequited love, but we didn’t think there was a song about what it feels like from the other side, when you’ve got ‘the ick’ and you’re in a relationship, you’re dating someone an...