CAVERN (black)

[Intro]
Sometimes I just really wanna cry
Sometimes I really wanna fucking die
And really I don't know why
But I just wanna leave this life

[Verse 1]
I don't really get my purpose
Love is too confusing and don't have much time, so it's not worth it
I go through the same fucking cycle every single day
Wanna pray or meditate
But
I don't give a shit
Please end it, cause I'm not really feeling it
And by it, I mean life tie the noose, or use a knife
A gun could be way more effective
Could just buy it, and choose the way I go like an elective
But, what happens to family
My friends
Today they see me, next day I'm fucking dead
Then I'm the one who filled them with dread
Please get these dark thoughts out my head

[Bridge]
And I'll tell you to let me go
But please don't
No matter how hard I try to escape
Don't leave me alone
Don't leave me alone
(don't leave me alone)

[Verse 2]
FUCK!

It's getting hard it really fucking is
I'm on the verge of snapping like a fragile twig
Fuck what do I decide
Don't wanna make people unhappy, but been contemplating suicide
Stuck to my bed and don't wanna leave
Fucking shoot myself in the head, but don't want anyone to grief
Happy on the outside, but got all these. shitty thoughts beneath my sleeve
Fuck it
Slit my wrist
God, I'm such a fucking whiney bitch
Good family, good friends, but I wanna be on the devils list
I've been stuck under this thick mist
For a long time
For a long time...

[Outro]
FOR A LONG TIME
(how do i get out)
FOR A LONG TIME
(how do I get out)
FOR A LONG TIME
(how do i get out)
For a long time...