Caveat

I long to be at ease anywhere at all
I replay scenes of days that have long gone
I can't enjoy anything without a
Caveat all day, in recovery lately
Colors start to fade, vanishing to nothing
Don't know what to say, got a distant gaze, hazy
Thoughts of my escape, I'm so tired of running

I long to be at ease anywhere at all
I replay scenes of days that have long gone
I can't enjoy anything without a
I can't enjoy anything without a

Another part to play, wanna hide my face away
Want to re-arrange the pain that I've been suffering
Dark cabaret, it's a murder mystery
When the curtain closed, I dreamt up the whole thing
Fever dreams come to taunt me when I can't see through the
Cover of clouds and lightning, when the sky is darkening
Thunder rattles my presence and brings back moments
I wish so bad to forget, it's just neverending

I long to be at ease anywhere at all
I replay scenes of days that have long gone
I can't enjoy anything without a
I can't enjoy anything without a
I long to be at ease anywhere at all
I replay scenes of days that have long gone
I can't enjoy anything without a
I can't enjoy anything without a

I'm in the studio with paper rose. .