’Cause i

[Verse 1]
Yeah, love you like a fat kid love cake
I love you like a fat bitch love steak
I mean my love is sincere though
I never thought that we would make it here though
Me fighting for your heart out of fear
No, that wasn’t the plan
I had to get mine and reach you at the same time
And balance your emotion and self-doubt
What a mission for man
In the process of it I lost my best friend
My left hand, when it happened I felt less than
A fucking fool, I ain’t have no fucking clue
When you broke the fucking news
And said that you was fucking dude
Damn, but I can’t blame you
‘Cause shit I made mistakes too
I was trying to get it with this rap shit
You was trying to get it on the mattress
Porn actress style but yet my mind still absent
And now this love song is just a past tense
But understand
I was trying to get it so we could have a better living
I was trying to get it so we could have better decisions
I was trying to fuck the world and then fuck you on top of it
I did it ‘cause I love you
I did it ‘cause I love you
(Humming)

[Verse 2]
Yeah, through all the bad shit we had good laughs baby
Remember when you pepper sprayed my black ass baby?
Don’t laugh it’s not funny
For real though
What you taught me was self love and purity
Kind of ironic ‘cause you’re filled with insecurities
But it was sure to be my guilt
And look what I killed, a good relationship with time built
A quick timeout to them niggas that tried to get you
And all disrespect ‘cause they seen that I was with you
My issue was that I was a scarred man
My drug I had to marry Jane, I was your Tarzan
That was some wild shit, we did some wild living
And when the bills were do, man that was a wild feeling
And the electricity for the A/C
How could the next man replace me?
I always made the ends meet
And never placed nobody else above you
I did it ‘cause I love you

[Outro: Ex girlfriend on the phone]
I’m sorry, and I understand why you did that
And I understand why we can’t be friends
And I- I understand why we don’t talk and- and
Why [?]
But I think about you everyday
You’re always with me everyday
And I still love you and I will always love you
And I just want you to know that I really, really hope that you can heal
And be okay because I know that I did a lot of damage to you
I’m sorry I just- I never- I never meant to hurt you
It’s just that I still love you
And I- I had to lose my best friend
I lost my best friend because of my own mistakes