CAUGHT LOST

[Verse 1]
And all the warnings they tell you fail to scare you
Be damned that they prepare you man
I say hell to all y'all
All in all call it gall or call it a combination
Too young or too dumb
Dismissed information I should've knew from the start
Should've aimed smart could've changed my part
Rearrange my heart
Call me tin man but damn this ain't cans
As I inhale slow and take the damage
But the pain persists for so long
I might just forget it exists
Stones arrows and sticks and bone marrow and rip
From my sparrows on trips
That land
Telling you yo' ass that you deserve what you get
And all the warnings they told me
Failed to hold me from myself
So now I look in the mirror what I done to myself
Like

[Verse 2]
Balled up in despair
On the floor laying tumbled
I watched him there
I felt humble seeing him stumble
But my mouth ran dry
Words got rumbled stuttering
Damn I, I can't outrun from
They gotta fluttering stumbling
Ain't just tears welled up
I gotta [?] myself the hell up
And shell up
It's alright
We unite the tragedy
Even though it's sad to see
We accept the gravity and consequence
And it's a common defense to get senseless
But ever since I've witnessed this instance
My business is making mends with my mom
So I take pleasure to all
[?] 'cause I called you
Before me while I falter
To the end I'm brought to
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
This is revenge
For a son having to teach his own father

[Verse 3]
Dear god loves to shock in disbelief
Would you be relieved when you remind me of him?
[?] creep
Would he kiss on the cheeks?
[?]
You always were deceitful now your stories will be weak
I remember how I used to think
Man it won't happen to me
It can't happen to me
That was how I [?] this happened to me I should be happy to see
Everything is [?]