Caught Between

I was thinking about the end and the means we took to get there
That feeling of wind blew across my ears after I cut off all my hair
Because I was sick of feeling so young, thought my body should catch up
To how much older I felt when my life half emptied it's cup

And the evidence, don’t get me started
On the footprints left when my higher self parted
Let every step be an apology for me not doing anything

The clean bill of health we still haven't paid
Since wishing the headaches and heartache would stay
What are we running to, and what are we running from?
The only chance we have to ever be anyone?
What are we running from, and what are we running to?
I never thought that I'd be running without you

And the evidence, don’t get me started
On the footprints left when my higher self parted
Let every step be an apology for me not doing anything