Catch it Now

[Verse 1]
Many a day I spent hiding underneath my sheets
Praying the light could find me still
Just a glimpse of the world that was outside my bed
Oh, it seemed to work so well
But me, I never fit and I didn't try - no I just quit
And I taught myself to fake a smile
But, oh, true joy it came when I looked out my window
Pane and saw - it ain’t been rainin' for a while

[Chorus]
So, I ain't waitin’ for it
Gonna go catch it now - I've been waiting for so long
For someone to show me how
I'm gonna go catch it now

[Verse 2]
Many a year I spent turning my back on what I know, in my heart, to be right
Maybe it was lust, maybe it was fear
Maybe it was something worse, my dear
Maybe I was just too tired to fight
Though it might seem frightening
If I fall in love I won't tread lightly, no, not anymore
I'm gonna jump right in
And I may not live a righteous way, but I'll try to
Never hide my soul away from
Anyone ever again

[Chorus]
So, I ain't waitin' for it
Gonna go catch it now - I’ve been waiting for so long
For someone to show me how
I’m gonna go catch it now

[Bridge]
All I saw was all of me -
Scattered 'round in piles of ashes on my old streets
I saw who I was - where I’ve been - who I am
And who I'm wanting to be

[Chorus]
So, I ain't waitin' for it
Gonna go catch it now - I’ve been waiting for so long
For someone to show me how
I'm gonna go catch it now