Catch 22

[Verse 1: Rowlan]
With all these things on my mind
With all these people and friends
When everybody think I’m
Responsible for their end
When nobody relates
When they act like you numb
Cameras all in my face
Just tell us where you from
Whats the reason you do it
Who inspires your soul
Who’s your biggest influence
And every time I say Cole
I don’t know what you want
Just cause you know what you found
I just that when I’m down
Ain't nobody around
I understand what it is
I’m in touch my sense
Nobody loved me now they all do
Thats as real as it gets
It's the way that it goes
Suggest you wait for your time
Get your arm off my shoulder
Leave me alone man I’m fine

[Chorus: Rowlan]
See I don’t know where I’m going
But I know what I see
I don't have it all plotted
But I know where I’ll be, (I won't change)
You don't know what I felt for pain
And you don't see just how far I came
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[Verse 2: Rowlan]
Somebody wake me up
When the time zone change
I can’t move back home
Until I’m through this faze
I don’t see no route
I don’t see no ways
I was looking for life
But now I’m searching for days
And big bodies and cars that handle funny
The type of car that pull up and scream I got money
Money cross my mind
The tour cross the states
These sounds that I make
Grow global, as London waits
Fans screaming
People cry at shaking hands
The fam happy
But asking when I’ma land
My moms smiles
Don’t you ever crack a frown
I promised since a kid
I’d never let you, down

[Chorus: Rowlan]
See I don’t know where I’m going
But I know what I see
I don't have it all plotted
But I know where I’ll be, (I won't change)
You don't know what I felt for pain
And you don't see just how far I came
2x

[Verse 3: Rowlan]
So many feelings I feel
So much emotion I write
Too many people in front
But yet I never lose site
I see the reason I’m here
I feel the vibe the earth
I was sent by higher power
But still never at church
I just know what I want
I just feel that I need
To let my mind, find, some rest
Mental comfort and peace
And I know you want
You wanna come with success
You wanna hear me blow up
You wanna tell me I’m next
You want the fruits of my labor
Cause they're finally ripe
I work myself half to death
What is sleeping at night
Whats a friend at the club
And whats a text even mean
When they hit you what's up
Whats a person even saying
When they say they just chilling
Yo life is Gary Koleman, better go make a killing
Better prove them all wrong
Better show them your worth
Better prep for the worst
So mom can live off your work
Now I proved them all wrong
And I showed them my worth
Prepped myself for worst
Mom you’ll live off my work

[Chorus: Rowlan]
I don’t know where I’m going
But I know what I see
I don't have it all plotted
But I know where I’ll be
You don't know what I felt for pain
And you don't see just how far I came
2x