​catch - 22

[Verse 1]
I'm tryna find the beauty in life, I can't see (Can't see)
And when I go to sleep, all my dreams haunt me (Haunt me)
And when I see you, I try to reach out and touch you (I try to touch you)
Then I wake up and my heartbeat rushin' (My heartbeat rushin')

[Pre-Chorus]
You ain't helpin' to heal the pain
Throwin' gas on a fire you're fuelin' me (Fuelin' me)
You ain't helpin' me feel okay
You're only there when you feel like you have to be

[Chorus]
(And she said I), live life on a tightrope (And she said, and she said)
If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though
(And she said I), live lifе on a tightrope (And she said, and she said)
Whеn I get scared, I just walk with my eyes closed (And she said I)
Don't mean to be this way
I wish I could just feel brand new
Sometimes I like to feel blue
My life a catch-22

[Post-Chorus]
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22

[Verse 2]
Caught between a dark and a bright place (And a bright place)
Wanna feel anything, I'm speedin' down the highway (Down the highway)
Caught between comfort and loneliness
If you love me, why don't you ever show me it?
You say that too damn much, I've been too stressed, yeah
Perfectionist but nothing's ever perfect, tough luck
Now I talk too much, used to not talk enough (Not talk enough)
I just been regrettin' it, I should've shut up

[Pre-Chorus]
Why you want me to fade away?
Throwin' gas on a fire, you're fuelin' me (Fuelin' me)
You're helpin' me feel insane
You're only there when you feel like you have to be

[Chorus]
(And she said I), live life on a tightrope (And she said, and she said)
If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though
(And she said I), live life on a tightrope (And she said, and she said)
When I get scared, I just walk with my eyes closed (And she said I)
Don't mean to be this way
I wish I could just feel brand new
Sometimes I like to feel blue
My life a catch-22

[Post-Chorus]
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22
Two, two, two, two, two
My life a catch-22