Catatonia

[Verse 1]
Gettin' high tryna' find myself in California
All I could find was alcohol and catatonia
One way ticket to Colorado, Shiraz out the bottle
Alone at a bar cause I haven't got a home but I got a place to stay
Where you used to come and visit me before you moved away
Now I can't concentrate on anything (catatonic)
Now I regret everything (catatonic)
It's last call and I got alot to think about
Last pull of my last cigarette
And I know how you hate it when I chain smoke (catatonic)
Things will never will be the same though (catatonic)
In the city where the only steady business
Is parking garages and writing people tickets
I just called to tell you that I missed you (catatonic)
You respond like an igloo (catatonic)

[Hook x4]
Staring at the sun with drained eyes and a smile

[Verse 2]
Everything I feared, Everything you wanted
Now I'm staring at you through a photograph (catatonic)
Haunted by your memory (catatonic)
Everything you said to me (catatonic)
I let you get the best of me (catatonic)
But I was so temporary (catatonic)
Cause I haven't got a home but I got a place to stay
Where you used to come and visit me before you moved away
I wanna call you but I don't know what to say (catatonic)
Cause you said you need some space (catatonic)
Like how you gunna' stay if you're the one that got away
And you ask me to explain these cobwebs in my brain
It's everything I feared, Everything you wanted
Now I'm staring at you through a photograph (catatonic)
I don't wanna sleep alone at night (catatonic)
I wish I wasn't on the road tonight (catatonic)
In the city where the only steady business
Is parking garages and writing people tickets
Last call and I'm staring at your picture
Drowning in the foam at the bottom of this pitcher
And my mind wonders off (catatonic)
When I think of everything I lost (catatonic)

[Hook x4]
Staring at the sun with drained eyes and a smile

[Outro]
Everything I feared, Everything you wanted
Now I'm staring at you through a photograph (catatonic)
Haunted by your memory (catatonic)
Everything you said to me (catatonic)
I let you get the best of me, But i was so temporary (catatonic)