Carry on remix (sad Thoughts)

[verse 1]
Stuck in the darkness and thinking about the past
Thinking about my dad and when he drew his last
Breathe
Or my mom when she drew her last sketch
Because my grand mom really was an addict
To that crack
That White powder
I said that Cocaine
Man I feel like cobain
Oh mane
Man I’m going insane
The inside of my mind is really a just blank page
Or A clean slate
No more food for thought so a clean plate
Couldn’t cry no more so my tears fade
Man I think about to cry is it too late?
If the tears roll down will they be fake?
When look into the mirror all I feel is hate
Was I too strong to cry or am I just numb
I should bury my parents but really I was too young