Carry On (Remix)

I need to move on, find someone less fake, because I was a used pawn up in your chess game, check mate
Yeah I ought to confess, you didn't arouse me, you just aroused optimal stress
But you were beautiful, even though the feeling wasn't mutual. Who'd known you'd abuse me? So brutal, hoe
Through my funeral you'd probably joke as my coffin was closed and sealed, it’s true
My life was like a movie scene, I’m being real (reel) with you
Cuz you were the living embodiment of drama and I was thinkin’ it's obvious, so don't try to act oblivious
All of this trauma you sprung on me, it is preposterous
Givin’ me the cockiest persona you can muster up with every fibre of your being, tryna be cute
But I ain't really fond of a motherfucker thinkin’ ir’s fundamental in a relationship to lie and rebuke me and the love I gave
You’d suffocate me, resuscitate me then suffocate me once again, that's fuckin’ hate
I'd lust for ache, so I'd act apologetic. You wouldn't pipe down, so I got exhaust-ed. Get it?
Tempted to tiff, throwin’ temper tantrums. I would tamper with my temple, tap it. Tremblin’, thinkin’ our trust is thwarted, then we'd talk and treat it like no threatenin’ happened
I was heavy-handed, you were petty, but you left my heart in fragments
What I wonder is did the fact we weren't perfect individuals make us perfect for one another?
Blatantly makin’ me painstakingly take the blade and weep as it grazes my veins, I bleed, aimin’ each scrape at my trachea
Please listen, I'm done fighting for respect. Fuck cuttin’, I’m gon’ fix a noose and then tie it around my neck