Carnival - Audio Excerpt 7

For me, just getting up in the morning and going through life, it's not... say, like you, you know... I don't know how you guys live, but I'm sure you guys can get along. You've got friends. For me, life is a very hard thing. 'Cause I don't associate with people, and I just live a very day-to-day existence. And it's very hard. People don't accept me because of the way I look, and I don't change, so fuck 'em. It's very hard for me just to get through a day, let alone life. I mean, it's very hard. So the stage, and what I do, is really what I live for. And if that's the way I'm gonna die, then that's what I want. So be it.

I'm the alien guy. And, uh... basically, I don't associate with people. I stay in my room, I go out at night. I don't talk to people. I'm not really... I'm only concerned with my mission, I'm only concerned with being on the road, I'm only concerned with what I do in the band. And as far as people going to work, and all this other shit, I just... I don't involve myself with everyday people, because everyday people I'm not.