Carina

You sat a million miles inside yourself
Clearly, I've crossed a line
For the first time in five months, I
Stopped pretending to try
Would you stop pretending to try?

My heart made a sound
Like ten thousand horses galloping
Over the edge of myself
Into Hell, into Hell, into—
Hello, how are you?
It certainly has been a while
Just you and me, my baby
And our mutual crippling self-doubt

Did you ever touch its arm
And feel your voice go flat?
Did you ever touch your own arm
And feel the universe collapse?
Do you hеar me when I laugh
Can you hear mе when I laugh?

I watched you burning bright
Like a star too close to death
Exploding every instant
To wash away our debts

You'll never find me guilty
Although these crimes were mine
Oh, don't be so foolish
I'm disappearing quickly
Transparent as a moonbeam
As tiny as our story