$CARECROW

Sometimes I scare myself
Sometimes I can't get help
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
But I cannot move, no I cannot move

Sometimes I scare myself
Sometimes I can't get help
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
But im living in a scarecrow, screaming

Metaphorical, skin is misleading
Its leaving scars in my skin and I'm bleeding
Weeping fields, do you know how it feels
Its digging in the scars are real

Invisible, its pecking at my head
Unkillable, like birds that are scared
I'm missable, original, throw in another dollar bill
Surround mе in the sounds that'd kill another crowd

Not me, I'm stuck in this body
Lеft alone just trees to see
Why am I intertwining
Physically and mentally

Believing
Fantasy for remedy
Receiding
Sanity for melody

There is something inside me that's trying to break

Sometimes I scare myself
Sometimes I can't get help, ha
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
But I cannot move, no I cannot move, ha

Sometimes I scare myself
Sometimes I can't get help, ha
Sometimes I wanna kill myself
But im living in a scarecrow, screaming