[Chorus]
You pretend that we never found happiness
But I think you just like being in the darkness
Every time I'm with you I'm stuck in the abyss
And I can't pretend we're living in the bliss
(Aye) I can feel it in my chest, cardiac arrest
This is heartbreak, I never been this close to death
I never get no rest, you filled my heart with sadness
And it's taking over, no one can stop this
[Verse 1]
I don't wanna just leave you in the past
But everytime you call I'm losing my composure
I tried to make our love last forever
But until I let go I won't get no closure
I'm always looking over my shoulders
Cause its a fallen world and it's getting darker
Yeah she said my hearts been getting colder
That's just cause now I know the real her
I got memories of her rotting in my brain
Wanna go back but there's just no way
Could I done different and make all this change
I think about it till it gives me migraines
[Chorus]
You pretend that we never found happiness
But I think you just like being in the darkness
Every time I'm with you I'm stuck in the abyss
And I can't pretend we're living in the bliss
(Aye) I can feel it in my chest, cardiac arrest
This is heartbreak, I never been this close to death
I never get no rest, you filled my heart with sadness
And it's taking over, no one can stop this
[Verse 2]
I know that you will always be in my mind
I can't forget you but I'm still gonna try
Yeah, this is the first but probably not the last time
That I wouldn't complain if my brain got fried
Tryna see the real you and I went blind
If I knew this was the deal I never woulda signed
I don't think everything gonna turn out fine
I don't wanna stay for even one more fight
Her name will never leave my mind
They said I'll move on if I just give it time
But it isn't easy so I try to hide
She ain't just another number, left my heart in 519
[Chorus]
You pretend that we never found happiness
But I think you just like being in the darkness
Every time I'm with you I'm stuck in the abyss
And I can't pretend we're living in the bliss
(Aye) I can feel it in my chest, cardiac arrest
This is heartbreak, I never been this close to death
I never get no rest, you filled my heart with sadness
And it's taking over, no one can stop this
[Outro]
She ain't just another number, left my heart in 519
She ain't just another number, left my heart in 519
Nathan Got Bars released Cardiac arrest on Wed Jul 27 2022.