Carbon Life

[Verse]
I got mango ginger tea in my cup, smoke my feelings up
Carbon life in the carbonite 'cause I'm feelin' stuck
Feelings amplified in the night, situation fucked
Thankful that I had you in my life, shit is fuckin tough
Nah I can't face it throw myself into my work
I roll up a joint, face it, forget all I know is hurt
Detach from reality, not the best but it'll work
Hope that you weren't mad at me, I guess I'll see you in the dirt
Nah I just got allergies, waiting for a growth spurt
I know that the time will come, aim high my Uzi Vert
Sing a lil melody man I feel like miniskirt
Don't care about money but I gotta make it, gotta churn
I'm in denial, you can see it, will I fucking learn?
Wings on I'm flying by the sun, got a couple burns
I wasn't even your real son, but it fucking burns
Shits getting a little too real for me, take a turn
Racks on my body, n my bitch a hottie
I do this for real this ain't no hobby, now they all tryna copy
Walk out the house I smell like Versace, ballin' with my colleagues
I'm in lazy town with all the gas like I'm rotten robby
Don't even know what else I should say I just had to make this
Prove them wrong, fuck what they all say, now I gotta make it
Grinding till I'm laying in the grave, takes a lot of patience
Come the sun, it's a brand new day so I can't forsake it

[Outro]
Now when the leaf parts from the ash
And the branches wizen in the treetop
For, through the bark, the sweet
Humour of the sap doesn't mount to them
And the birds have fallen silent from their warbling
Because of the cold that grips them
But in spite of this all, I'm unshaken
For I am rejuvenated and prosper
When all other happiness is wasted