[Verse 1]
I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart
When it woke you in the car park
And maybe I should tell you
That I've villainised my body for too long
Would it help you find excuses to move on?
Like I needed more excuses to be stronger
[Chorus]
I'm no mother
But I've done a lot
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
I don't believe in luck, so I am giving up
[Verse 2]
I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start
It makes my sleeping harder
I don't know much about you
So I'm trying not to doubt you, but in time
I know you'll let me down and that is fine
A feeling I can't shake, it's getting stronger
[Chorus]
I'm no mother
But I've done a lot
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
I don't believe in luck, I don't believe in much
Leave it all to trust or start to give it up
Car Park was written by Fenne Lily.
Fenne Lily released Car Park on Wed Mar 28 2018.
I’ll be the first to admit that my songs are far from uplifting, but while “Car Park” chronicles yet another period of false hope and turmoil, it was written following the realisation that damaging patterns are enabled and suffered by the passive. I cannot and will not blame my heartache on anyone b...