Captivity

[Intro]
Hey, Seb
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me

[Verse 1]
Barely getting by, is it worth the try
Smoking for the vibe, I’m not getting high
Yes I gotta vision
I’m Strategic with all of my decisions
I’m breaking away just like erosion
I’m eating an apple that was poisoned
I’ve come to the point that I’ve realized
I don’t even wanna be alive
I just want to go where I belong
I just want to prove em they were wrong
I could tell you that I’m staying strong
But my mind chooses not to tag along
I’m wishing em well they wishing me hell
But I will prevail because I can’t afford to fail
So I stay on my trail
I’m in a coffin with a missing nail
Coughing till I’m getting Pale
Im looking for the holy Christ not a holy grail
I don’t have nobody
Help me anybody
Statements could be false but it’s still spread by everybody
Roaming in the lobby
Searching for somebody
This is exactly what I’m meant for it’s more then a hobby

[Bridge]
They pray for my execution
Anti depressants are no solution
Feel like we got no connection
I Got caught up with much deception
What’s the purpose
All this fighting is it worth it
All this pain do I deserve it
Will I be floating or will I be burning

[Chorus]
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me

[Verse 2]
This my resurrection
God is my protection
Dying a fighter
All this guilt on my chest man I wish it was lighter
Never switching sides I’m always riding for my riders
Always getting better making sure my money higher
My sadness rob my joy like a burglary
I can’t find no example of happiness in the glossary
Death is a certainty wishing you offer sincerity
When you discuss my acceptance
Should I write a letter as final goodbyes or make it look like a set up
I wonder one day I come up but confusion my whole life summed up

[Bridge 2]
Will I ever one day wake up from this nightmare
Hold me till my not scared please just make my life fair
Words Are slurring
Vision blurring
Thoughts recurring
Why is all this rain occurring
Will I ever one day wake up from this nightmare
Hold me till my not scared please just make my life fair
Words Are slurring
Vision blurring
Thoughts recurring
Why is all this rain occurring

[Chorus]
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me
I just need one second to breathe
I got to much pain inside me
In me in me in me
Please have faith in me
In me in me in me