Cantbmyfault

[Intro]
It's like one in the morning, but I made this

[Verse 1]
Everything up in my head is spinning
I can't seem to figure it out
Life's a mess, can't tell who's winning
An unhealthy dose of self-doubt
Life sucks when your mom's not smiling
Wish she would just figure it out
Dad thinks I'm the reason she's upset
Can you hear yourself though now?
Hear yourself, hear how you sound
Wish you knew, but it's just a cover up
Lord knows that he needs some self-love

[Chorus]
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault

[Verse 2]
So many layers to my soul
I'm not surprised you don't get me at all no
Maybe I'm too complicated
Or you don't wanna know me and you hate it
So you don't say shit and ignore me
But I'm unfazed, how boring
See, my life is like a movie
I'm not watching, 'cause I'm destroying

[Chorus]
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault

[Interlude]
Yeah, that just felt good to say
Okay, um, hold on, I still have more in me, um

[Verse 3]
Nicotina, I can't leave her, no, not at all
All these cigarettes been stuck to my lips
Fingers burning and my stomach hurts so much
I could quit, but for some reason I love it
Mama wouldn't like to see it, give her a call
She thinks she fucked up and can't forgive herself
She's the purest soul, I wish her nothing but love
But sometimes my dad gets in her head
In her head, and sometimes I am too
In her head, she don't know what to do
In her head, she think she's done me wrong
But in my head I've gotta stay so strong
Why is it always my foot forward?
Why is he so stuck up annoying?
Don't get it and you don't get me either
There's differences, I think I see clearer

[Chorus]
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault
You see right through me and my bullshit
At least that's what you think it is
So I tune out, you don't make sense
How is it my fault? It can't be my fault