Cant always save the fallen

All my life i thought that i would rather die
I always tell my self that its a lie
If you read my mind its all thoughts of contemplating suicide
AFFIN1TY taking over my body till i realize I'm stabbing myself with a knife

Cuz if i die tonight would you even care enough?
Been thru so much i just need some love
Never felt like crying is enough
I wanna wear death like a glove
All these niggas push and they shove but they could never prove that they tough
I’m just a diamond in the rough, just a scuff
Wake up everyday, life is fucking tough
Do the same shit, making hits
Don't live up in the hood but be grateful that you got it good

I been loathing in my sorrow
Thinking about having no tomorrow [x2]
I'm so hollow

I never break
I never fold
I never bend
I never told

I let my story unfold
Until the very end [x3]

This is the last time