Can’t Trust

I dont even know why i try these days
Wanna numb the pain building in my brain
Feels like you dont care about me now
Whats the truth and whats a lie
I can't tell now

I don't really care tho
I'm kidding it hurts but i just can't let it show
I honestly dont know if its worth the fight
Do you even care?
Pushing me away like you dont me
Empty heart staring at my ceiling
I feel like i dont have a meaning
I'm giving up on everything
Yeah

And i know that you care yeah
But it feels like you don't now
And i don't even know now
Why is life so hard
I wanna go now

Everyday its the same thing yeah
Everyday is the same pain oh
I just wish could escape it yeah
I dont know if imma make it
I got this time dont wanna waste it
All this time feels wasted
Give me back my mind
You took it now i feel so brainless
Tell me why i hate this
Can't think for myself now
Everything is falling down
I just need somebodys help

Its the same thing every single day
Same pain oh
I just wish i could escape it
Yeah

I dont even know why i try these days
Wanna numb the pain building in my brain
Feels like you dont care about me now
Whats the truth and whats a lie
I can't tell now

I don't really care tho
I'm kidding it hurts but i just can't let it show
I honestly dont know if its worth the fight
Do you even care?
Pushing me away like you dont me
Empty heart staring at my ceiling
I feel like i dont have a meaning
I'm giving up on everything
Yeah

I can't let it show
No
I can't let it show
It hurts but i can't let it show

Life is too hard
Sleeping past all my alarms
Yeah
Fallin apart
Saw it right from the start
Yeah
Feeling some type of way
Saying i'm fine while i'm feeling the pain
Sometimes i feel like i should run away
If i were to die then what would they say

I dont know why
Life makes me want to die
I can't trust now
I feel lost now