Can’t Move On

[Verse 1]
How many times I’ma have to go through this shit again?
Jumped in that hole that’s way too deep, feel like I’m buried in
Damn, don’t know where to begin
On and off for damn near too long, can’t tell if the plug was in
‘Cuz ain’t no power, only took 1 hour just to settle in
But one thing could spin that shit again and best believe it did
Fell in love then fell out of love and now I’m back again
And ain’t no fucking way that we can just be friends
Guess that’s the shit I’m in
Yeah this the shit I caused to happen, now it’s at the fin
But I keep starting this movie over for a different end
And you the only thing I need up in this life of sin
Waiting for this shit to еnd
Drowning in my emotions and these fucking mеds
Tryna escape the world but this shit keep dragging me in
And I don’t know, you might not understand
So to save confusion I put on a front and just pretend
Like ain’t nothing happen, still hurting when I’m laughing
But I’ma save all that capping;
How the fuck I’ma be cool when all that bullshit came after?
I’m one hell of an actor
Was off Act when shit first went downhill, then perkys came after
And yeah you hate that shit but I can’t help it
Yeah call me selfish, I’ma play the cards that I was dealt with
But can’t deal with you no more
Check the score: I’m losing by damn near 24
Anni hit then shit threw me way left, I’m down by 20 more
And every time I try to call it quits, I catch a groove
Then I get left confused
Got a habit of getting caught in the moment
With emotions that I’m not built to lose
But the bigger picture is I end up losing you
And end up losing my mind like damn near every time
‘Cuz I would think that you’re mine
And yeah that’s true for the moment but yet I’m blind
To all that shit that you ain't left behind
Feeling like that had its time
But I still want mine

[Chorus]
I can’t move on
I been at this shit for too long
And I can’t vent to nobody ‘cuz I know that they won’t get it
I’ll just put it in a new song, yeah
Swear I’m feeling too wrong
‘Cuz I don’t want nobody to do you wrong
I’m too good for you baby, and no, I ain’t perfect either
But wonder where do I do wrong?
‘Cuz I can’t move on