Can’t Listen

Loyalty wavering like heat above the hood
All the cooling fluids escaping into pools
I'm sucking in vaporized lives but I feel no effect
And now my cells are altered adapted to neglect
I'm killing myself somehow to stay awake
I'm not particular who I entertain
I'm not concerned with the spectacle I make

I'm preparing to make a big break
Paring down the list of things to take
What I leave behind I leave to fate
I'm preparing to vamoose
Beefing up the list of shit to lose
I've got words I'm not afraid to lose