​can’t hate myself into a different shape

[Verse 1]
You've never asked about my hands
Why I always clench all things that are broken
Like a heart in pieces or a shard of glass
I hold it tight until it cuts, and I feel right
If I could just shave off another piece of myself

[Chorus]
Would you watch me fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different shape
And fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different shape

[Verse 2]
Remember the birthday dinner for your prettiest friend
I've nеver tried harder to not bе myself
So yet again my fist, it squeezed
Shattered glass, but you don't see
The cut is shaped like her, it bleeds
Stronger, better, more complete
But I'll never be like her
If I could just shave off another piece of myself

[Chorus]
Would you watch me fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different shape
And fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different
Watch me fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different shape
And fall apart
Right in front of your eyes
'Cause I can't hate myself into a different shape

[Outro]
Watch me fall apart
'Cause I won't hate myself