Can’t Go On

[Verse 1: Poetic Killa]

Yo, what's up, yeah, same shit different day
Wonderin' why or how did it get this way
Thinkin' all the things that I thought but I didn't say
This is from my heart and really even sinners pray, (true)
I got a lot of things to speak upon
I don't know about this path that I've been leading on
I love you Dad, I'm just bein' strong for me and moms
And now that Frank passed it's really hard to see 'em gone, (uh)
But this been goin' on my whole life
He was there through my harsh days and cold nights
Traveled through the tunnel but there's never no light
So watch over me and mines what I told Christ
Damn...yeah ain't it a shame
I always wondered why, why'd you take 'em away?
How these things switch up in the craziest ways
How it still trips me out to see his name on a grave (ahh!)

[Chorus: Bekah Baby]

I.....I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day
Baby, I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day

[Verse 2: Poetic Killa]

Nah, and I ain't here for the pitty raps
I'm here to tell my story see I'm always givin' back
Ever felt like you was livin' but you livin' trapped?
Visions different but it really isn't listen scrap
See, these are feelings that I can't ignore
But God thinks I'm strong enough to always handle more
I've battled through it all 'cause I am a man of war
Don't put up with nothin' ask you what you standing for
Yeah, wishing heavens gates was held open
Life sentence of depression see the cell closin'
Turns for the worst so returned to self loathing
For the main simple fact that I felt broken
Yeah, months alone I was isolatin'
These are years now look at all the time I've wasted
Time standing still but you know my mind is racin'
This my time and I think it's time to change it

[Chorus 2: Bekah Baby]

And I.....I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day
Baby, I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day

[Verse 3: Poetic Killa]

Ain't a story though, this my life I live amongst it
You appreciate it more when you're given nothing
And that's the truth yo when I really wish it wasn't
Made a man of me showed me I am indestructive
Yeah...feel on a boulevard of broken dreams
Fuck what I'm showin' you, what you really showin' me?
But I emerged from the cracks of the coldest streets
Put my emotions into rhyme, that's poetry
I ain't likin' how I'm living now
Music blessed me I could've took a different route
Still a lot of things in this life to figure out
Still a lot of things I did, that I did without
And people wonder how I'm barely sane
After what I've been through you can feel my pain
That's the truest and I do it for my family name
So in order to progress you got to change your ways

[Chorus 3: Bekah Baby]

And I.....I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day
Baby, I
Can't go on....Can't go on
Livin' life this way...livin' life this way
Every night and every single day