Can’t Fight

[Verse 1: RAE.chil]
You know exactly what I've been through
Yet you did it to me anyway
How can you expect me to trust you?
When all you ever do is downplay it
Downplay all our issues, all our fightin', later cryin'
Would you still love me if I did the same?
Would you still love me? (Yeah yeah)

[Chorus: RAE.chil]
No I can't fight baby
Can't fight it any longer
No I can't fight
Can't fight it any longer

[Post-Chorus: RAE.chil]
Begging you to change just ain't enough
Can't keep holding on to the one you used to love
Begging you to change just ain't enough
Can't keep holding on to the one you used to love
Begging you to change just ain't enough
Can't keep holding on to the one you used to love
Begging you to change just ain't enough
Can't keep holding on to the one you used to love

[Verse 2: Pdot O]
What the fuck is you on about?
You act like I'm the only who fucked up, and that shit is entirely fucked up, I'm saying
Shit happens in a storm of things
Whether It's sexual, lustful, the force it brings is no joke
I fuckin' love you
Struggle with some shit but you know I fuckin' love you
I remain fuckin' humble
Humble through the process still, and that's the truth for real
So coupe the ville baby, just drive past it
Screaming "God blessed" but how the fuck am I supposed to be God blessed when you go left, maybe I'm no catch
I'm a man with pride, you don't do shit like that
You don't just pick up and leave and leave me sick like that
Told me "I'd be right back", selling me dreams like that
That shit is whack for real, screaming "You need respect", I'm sayin'
I'm no fool, just a man with needs
I promise never to hurt you and I repent for real
I'm God sent for real
I know you stressed 'bout this
Don't mean to flex 'bout this
I know you stressed 'bout this, I'm sayin'
This love shit can be daunting at times
I understand it takes a lot of patience and strive to be a man
Look, I ain't got the answers
Tryna take my chances
Tryna break these friendships
Walk a straight line, damn but the lines keep changing
And I ain't no angel, I ain't come to save you
I'm sick and tired of the lack of trust
You keep going through my phone, what the fuck is up?
What the fuck is us?
I thought soulmates are supposed to keep it real with each other babe no matter the rush
I fucked up I know, no excuse for it
But I love you, I'm hoping you refuse to quit
But if you do just know, I never meant disrespect
I regret not being there, regret the neglect, I'm sorry
Sleepless nights, my thoughts still plague me
I fucked up, allowed the rap game to change me
But understand this ain't me
Want you to have my baby, I know sometimes I'm crazy, crazy
Or maybe crazy about you
Baby please just stay, for real true
I pray God help me see the real you
And maybe you can see the real me in 3D, yeah

[Outro]
Hey, It's me again, after all this time
Where do I start?
Sphelele ngiyak' thanda and, I admit my wrongs, okay?
I made a mistake by letting you go
I've taken time, you know, contemplating about everything that happened between us and...
I just want you to know that, just in how we met, that I didn't think that we could have something concrete, Okay?
And I was with someone at the time and, I fell in love with you
It's been months now and I'm still in love with you
And if you'll have me again, I wanna be everything to you, okay?
I wanna give myself to you and everything that I am
I love you
And I just want you and I want no one else but you
Please get back to me when you, when you get this
I'd love for us to talk